IDK

I hate it how when you say something without thinking it can be taken in a negative way even though it wasn't meant to be taken like that. I said to a friend something the other day without thinking and she took it the wrong way, I wasn't lying about it but I didn't think before I spoke and now she has her feelings hurt and so are mine. I told her I'm sorry but I know she is hurt and I'm really sorry for what I said but she doesn't seem to understand and I understand that because she is hurt and mad. I hate when things like tis happen because I feel bad because of it and then I think of things that I shouldn't because they are dangerous. I hate this and I wish I could change what I said and make everything better but I can't because this is Life and this is how it is. God, you know I am very sorry and I didn't mean it. You know that I wasn't lying about it because she was talking about it last year but please God may she understand that I am truly sorry because I didn't mean for her to get hurt or mad. I'm sorry.....really sorry.