Prayer for My Mama

 

The Police Officer's Prayer
to St. Michael

Saint Michael, heaven's glorious commissioner of police,
who once so neatly and successfully cleared God's premises
of all its undesirables, look with kindly and professional
eyes on your earthly force.

Give us cool heads, stout hearts, and uncanny flair for
investigation and wise judgment.

Make us the terror of burglars, the friend of children and
law-abiding citizens, kind to strangers, polite to bores,
strict with law-breakers and impervious to temptations.

You know, Saint Michael, from your own experiences
with the devil that the police officer's lot on earth is not
always a happy one; but your sense of duty that so
pleased God, your hard knocks that so surprised the
devil, and your angelic self-control give us inspiration.

And when we lay down our night sticks, enroll us in your
heavenly force, where we will be as proud to guard the
throne of God as we have been to guard the city of all
the people. Amen.

A POLICE OFFICER'S PRAYER

Lord I ask for courage

Courage to face and
Conquer my own fears...

Courage to take me
Where others will not go...

I ask for strength

Strength of body to protect others
And strength of spirit to lead others...

I ask for dedication

Dedication to my job, to do it well
Dedication to my community
To keep it safe...

Give me Lord, concern
For others who trust me
And compassion for those who need me...

And please Lord

Through it all
Be at my side...
--Author Unknown

Today I woke up and I  didn't want to,

I felt like going back to sleep to never wake,

I said I was sorry many times,

I try to change,

But its not enough.

I wish I was a good person,

I wish I wasn't bad,

I wish I could just be happy,

I wish I wasn't sad.

I'm sorry for the things I have done,

I'm sorry that I hurt you,

Yes,

You have been through hell and back,

But I have too.

I'm sorry for everything,

I know I can't take it back,

Nothing good that I do can.

I am embarrassed of myself,

I am embarrassed that everyone knows,

I am embarrassed of what I have done,

I am embarrassed of myself.

I wish I could change everything,

But I can't.

I wish I could take back you meeting me,

So you wouldn't have me on you back,

But I can't.

I wish I could make you proud of me,

But how can I if I'm not proud of myself?