Feelings..........

Feelings are always within us, especially teen girls. I used t always be depressed and say and crying all the time but that was before I understood why this was. I hate having to be a 17 year old girl that has so many different feelings because of hormones (Testosterone). I had learned this in my Psychology class but it had never soaked into my brain I guess until my aunt explained it to me. The problem with me is figuring out how to control them, I am doing well right now so I guess I am fine. For a girl there is a need to have to talk to someone that is other than her mother. Why? I can't answer that. All I know is that that is what has happened to me. Growing up in a small town where it is hard to make or meet true friends is well hard. It is hard because people underestimate your talents and success in them. I know I can count on someone everyday of my life. God. He is always with me and always protects us. No matter if you are a believer or not, He is there. Everyone knows He is there, some just don’t acknowledge Him because He is not physically present. The Lord has saved me and I hope that He will save all of you. Those who come and read this blog I don’t want you to see me as “narrow minded” or a “preacher”. I am just a regular girl that had always known about the Lord, always believed in him, but never found him. He is my best friend and I hope that He will become one of yours too.


Love & Rockets,
Catherine Evangelina Brown-Ruiz