Life....My Thoughts.....

Life is full of wonder and expectations. Expectations form oneself and from others. We have grown into thinking that women have to be stick skinny and men have to be "buff". The truth is that we can be anyway we want to be, but unfortunately that doesn’t mean tat we will always be accepted by some. We must make mistake in order to learn new things and grow. We learn what is right and what is wrong. Don't get me wrong, no one is perfect except for God up there. There is a reason that He made us imperfect, I believe it was so that we could learn what our calling in life is. As I stated we must learn to grow. And our lives on Earth are what prepare us for the Eternal Life in Heaven. I am proud to say that I have found God and that I am still searching for what I am supposed to do in my life. I know I will find it someday, I don't know when I will find that out though. For now I know that I want to go to college and major in something that I will enjoy and that will help me to help other people, especially children. I think that people underestimate the knowledge that a child has, and how much of a delight they are. Children are our future, and how we respond to them is what will determine what they will go on to be or do. Being a teenager and juggling High School, College, working and homework is not easy but if you have a great attitude you will enjoy the ride. I have found that picking a major for myself is not easy. I have been through so many things and I still don't know what I want to be. There are so many things to chose from and that is the hard part. Being a person that doesn't really talk to anyone has been one of my challenges. Although it has taken me time to overcome them I have little by little become more sociable. I love meeting new people but sometimes I don't know what to talk about when I am around them. I used to think that whatever I said would sound stupid to other people. I thought people would look down upon me and think that I was untalented and worthless. I had a low self esteem back then and now I have learned that I was the only one that looked down upon myself, I thought I wasn't capable of doing anything but be felt sorry for by everyone including me. Now I have joined Drama and have made friends with the people there, even though I had already known them for most of my life. I hope to make more friends in my journey in life. I hope to make a change in the world and be happy with what I have and what I am capable of doing for others and myself.