Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Hope

Hope. What is hope? Hope: to cherish a desire with anticipation. Whatever you want to call it but we all have it. Maybe not always but sometimes. We write in cards that we 'hope for the best' for the other when sometimes the message is intended for us. I have had many hopes throughout my life like all of you out there, and sometimes they have been crushed by a person or another. I have always found a way I  guess to get over it and keep going and hope for someting better tommorrow. I have hoped that my family could jst stop being 'two-faced' and just tell the truth. Obviously that hasn't happenned because I am here writing about it. I have learned the hard way the horrors of being hurt by ones family and I have learned that it is best just to communicate with them once in while so that you won't get attached and later have your feelings crushed and cry and regret(sometimes) every knowing that person or calling them 'family'. For a long time I have dealed with this and I have made another family at school, full of teachers and friends that I am not attached to but can count on for support. As humans I know that we have problems with attachment. I am not saying that it is a bad thing, but in some situations it can be. You just have to remember that you never know what is going to happen to you or the other person because you are not God and or a psychic (except for those who are). I think that my greatest of all hopes is that one day there will be no more war, enemies or races. Just one race: Humans. We will call eachother family, and eat together at the tabe. I know this sounds 'corny' or whatever but ever since I was little I have hoped for this, I wish we were all children because they do not know race, color, or enemy; they know friend. I wish that one day this will happen and when it does I will be very happy. I don't care if it takes us one hundred years, or one hundred years later, but one hundred years later I will be gone but I will know when it happens.I hope that this has given you a braoder understanding of hope and that you express you'rs too.

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